Fri...ends

This in not about love, not about the hypothetical you and me nor about what we hypothetically used to be. I'm moving on, I didn't use you I'm just letting you go and I have to thank to the power of music because she has been my best friend all along, she's been teaching me, answering me question that no one could ever answer, show me different way, warning me. Music even listen to me what most people actually don't do, whatever. The less I'll talk the less I'll hurt and it's going to be much easier that way. Sometimes, even among friends I find myself talking all by myself, do you know how ridiculous that is? I confess I talk a lot but I'm very quiet too, it's like 50/50. From the moment I start talking they want me to shut up and and from the moment I'm in silent they start asking me why I don't talk.
I want to take my decisions seriously, from the smallest to the biggest one, life is not a dream and I'm not going to waste my time on people who don't even bother to listen to me for a few seconds, or answer to me. I think ignoring someone when they're taking it's completely disrespectful although some times, in extremely situations I have to. But do friends ignore friends too?
I always believed and I keep believing, before being a family member or a friend we are all human and human being are cruel. 

Frenemis will only take advantage of you, of what you got and it's because of what you possess, not because what you are. They will sink you in the deepest whole of the society, they will be nice to you but behind your back they're always bitching about you.

After New York.