People, people and more people. I’m so full of people aren’t you? Have you ever tried to walk in my shoes? Have you ever tried to walk in someone else’s shoes but yours? So why do you think you know everything about my life, why do you think you know everything about life at all?
I’m so frustrated, so angry right now that I think even the Gods from Olympus felt what I’m feeling because I think there’s a thunder coming.
Seriously I can’t take it no more, I just want to go home and lock myself away from this world, it’s getting worst day after day. I wonder where are those human who used to procreate and as result of it they had wonderful babies who become wonderful humans. They’re rare now, they’re really rare. I hardly find a genuine person and it’s freaking me out, where in this world are we going to end? Flipping hell.
I’m so stressed right now, I feel like punching some walls and tearing some sheets, breaking some glasses and scream out loud. I’m going crazy, this world is really driving me crazy. Come on people, when are you going to understand that the world is more than just this?
Even if you have everything you’re not happy, you might have nothing but still you’re not happy. What makes you happy? Are you looking for happiness? What if you’re not? I’m not looking for happiness, I think I’m doing just fine this way and right now there’s nothing better than this. I’m feeling really down to the earth and it’s awesome but people around me are still dreaming. Life is not a sea of roses, nothing is easy and being happy is not really our first option. Stop being stupid, stop relying on feeling because they won’t take you anywhere but the grave. Don’t you dare come and tell me I should look for something to make me happy, are you for real? Being happy is not the most important thing in this sad world. Being happy is just a distraction for fools, falling in love is for people with too much free time and hating someone is not being happy with who you are.
For real, wake up! This planet needs to be saved and while you’re in love you’re not really helping, there are things more important than feelings. In order to accomplish our personal goals sometimes we have to leave feelings behind, leave people being, grow up and growing up ain’t easy. Having a driving license doesn’t make you any older or being part of a religious community doesn’t make you any saint. I don’t mean to offend anyone but it’s pretty real what I’m saying. People are bad, no matter what they do, no matter what they believe and it doesn’t even matter if they pray twice or more a day, people are evil. You’re evil. Some try to fight against their real nature but it won’t work, you’re going to be what you’re meant to be, what you were designed to be.
Everyday it’s a new disappointment, I should do it as a friend of mine told me to do, stay home and don’t even bother.
I’m done with being nice, people just don’t deserve it. I should be true to my own principals but I lost them along the away and patient is not even part of my vocabulary anymore.
This was, so far the worst night in my life. I wanted to say things I didn’t say because I couldn’t, I don’t like to ruin friends reunions. I’ll remain quiet and out of this field, I give up.
Today someone said this to me “People who maybe like you will be there” and truth is, some people maybe like me and some maybe not, some just pretend they like me.
I’m really done with people, I think I’ll start talking to animals but I guess I don’t really trust anything that’s alive.
I’m wasting my time trying to fit it, I mean I don’t even try I just do what I have to do, I do me either people like it or not. I’m not really afraid of saying what I feel and people will hardly hurt me. Only friends are capable to hurt me because when they do it I feel like “are you really my friend?”.
Friends can say the truth, but they don’t need to be arrogant. I can’t stand arrogance and that does ruin a friendship from my point of view, I’ll walk away. It’s not that hard, I’ve done it before I walked away on people. I’m not the one who doesn’t deserve them, they just don’t deserve me.
I’m so frustrated, so angry right now that I think even the Gods from Olympus felt what I’m feeling because I think there’s a thunder coming.
Seriously I can’t take it no more, I just want to go home and lock myself away from this world, it’s getting worst day after day. I wonder where are those human who used to procreate and as result of it they had wonderful babies who become wonderful humans. They’re rare now, they’re really rare. I hardly find a genuine person and it’s freaking me out, where in this world are we going to end? Flipping hell.
I’m so stressed right now, I feel like punching some walls and tearing some sheets, breaking some glasses and scream out loud. I’m going crazy, this world is really driving me crazy. Come on people, when are you going to understand that the world is more than just this?
Even if you have everything you’re not happy, you might have nothing but still you’re not happy. What makes you happy? Are you looking for happiness? What if you’re not? I’m not looking for happiness, I think I’m doing just fine this way and right now there’s nothing better than this. I’m feeling really down to the earth and it’s awesome but people around me are still dreaming. Life is not a sea of roses, nothing is easy and being happy is not really our first option. Stop being stupid, stop relying on feeling because they won’t take you anywhere but the grave. Don’t you dare come and tell me I should look for something to make me happy, are you for real? Being happy is not the most important thing in this sad world. Being happy is just a distraction for fools, falling in love is for people with too much free time and hating someone is not being happy with who you are.
For real, wake up! This planet needs to be saved and while you’re in love you’re not really helping, there are things more important than feelings. In order to accomplish our personal goals sometimes we have to leave feelings behind, leave people being, grow up and growing up ain’t easy. Having a driving license doesn’t make you any older or being part of a religious community doesn’t make you any saint. I don’t mean to offend anyone but it’s pretty real what I’m saying. People are bad, no matter what they do, no matter what they believe and it doesn’t even matter if they pray twice or more a day, people are evil. You’re evil. Some try to fight against their real nature but it won’t work, you’re going to be what you’re meant to be, what you were designed to be.
Everyday it’s a new disappointment, I should do it as a friend of mine told me to do, stay home and don’t even bother.
I’m done with being nice, people just don’t deserve it. I should be true to my own principals but I lost them along the away and patient is not even part of my vocabulary anymore.
This was, so far the worst night in my life. I wanted to say things I didn’t say because I couldn’t, I don’t like to ruin friends reunions. I’ll remain quiet and out of this field, I give up.
Today someone said this to me “People who maybe like you will be there” and truth is, some people maybe like me and some maybe not, some just pretend they like me.
I’m really done with people, I think I’ll start talking to animals but I guess I don’t really trust anything that’s alive.
I’m wasting my time trying to fit it, I mean I don’t even try I just do what I have to do, I do me either people like it or not. I’m not really afraid of saying what I feel and people will hardly hurt me. Only friends are capable to hurt me because when they do it I feel like “are you really my friend?”.
Friends can say the truth, but they don’t need to be arrogant. I can’t stand arrogance and that does ruin a friendship from my point of view, I’ll walk away. It’s not that hard, I’ve done it before I walked away on people. I’m not the one who doesn’t deserve them, they just don’t deserve me.
After New York.
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