I wish you could come back just to stare at you, ignore you and then turn around. I've learnt from you things I had liked to keep it only as part of my “imaginarium” but I found out through you they're more than real and not ordinary at all.
How can the human being be so insensitive himself? Why do we lie and keep performing the same mistakes all over again?
I cannot say this was one of the most difficult phases of my life but I've been walking over burning stones and it hurts although it was my own decision.
I learnt from you things I have learnt from others and day after day I find this society much more disgusting, more disrespectful than ever... And I wonder, are we even human yet or can we start rating ourselves as monsters? I'm really disappointed on you but who cares? I'm even more disappointed on myself for all the bad decisions, all the bad choices, for thinking I could have lived time of my life and once again I was wrong. But I learnt from the "best", yet I still need to face so many people like or worse than you.
Life is a long road!
I wish you could come back and hear the silent beat of my heart because whenever you're around or something reminds me of you, even if it's just the sound of your name coming out from someone else's mouth, I freeze as if I was dead because just the thought of you makes me want to die.
There's a soulmate for everyone but there are too many souls in this world for only one person. How can you love two people at the same time? I asked myself about this a few days ago, I actually thought it could be possible but it isn't. Either you love one either you hate the other, or you're just confused.
When that fog in your mind goes away and you start seeing things crystal clear, putting pieces together and the most important thing, get your feet back on the ground, you'll find out if you truly love someone or you're better off by yourself.
I started putting things together and truth is I was running away from an old feeling, something I wanted to forget but I couldn't I was so convinced I was over it but deep inside I knew I was not.
But through this walk, definitely a walk to remember so I won't hurt myself again, I found out 99% of men aren't worth it and that 1% it's what we call Luck. We have a lot of successful relationships and marriages in the world but times REALLY changed.
I want to know how can a man say he loves a woman, the one he considers the woman of his life, either is his girlfriend or wife and meanwhile he needs more than that? He needs someone else, someone replaceable and at the end of time we end up running out of fingers to could the "women of his life".
The worse is, the actual woman of his life ends up forgiving EVERYTHING. Why can't you just walk away? Why are you so scared?
What's wrong in finding someone new, in starting from zero, from "I don't know you" to "I know you so well"? People tend to feel secure with those who they already know, it's easier to deal with who knows you than with someone who doesn't and then you're going to have to tell them your whole life story all over again, what's wrong with that?
I know if we ending up telling people everything about ourselves there will be no "self" but there's nothing wrong with new beginnings and I really think you should find one. It's not fair on her, it's not fair on you but it's your miserable life anyway...
Poor boy, I realize now you're just a vacant broken boy as Adele says but it's true.
I thought you had a soul, I said it before and I'll say it again, I always try to believe in the good side of people and that's the ruin of me.
It makes me sick knowing what I know, knowing you; I saw that picture of you kissing that girl, what else's true?
Maybe we should've only been friends but we started off with a kiss.
I wish you could come back so I could stare at you and you'd look back at me and during that fraction of time you'd feel anything but nothing.
I found my way back, I knew my way back long time ago because I belong with him, I belong with my 1%.
I love him but still love has it pros and cons and I know it’s all about two people sharing their lives and most of the times things just don't go well, sometimes it feels really good and other times... Well this is the part when you're just a couple and you're used to it.
But I just need him, not you, not A, B, C or D because if it's the man of my life why would I hurt him like that? Why would I cheat on him like that? Just because we have time against us and miles between us? No!
I don't know the kind of game you tried to play but you won nothing but pain because I know I'm stronger than you, I know!
Some take ages to get over things, I took days. Guess you were never that important to me, players know how to play. You put the cards on the table and I played the game my way. I won some life experience but you... I don't know if you even care about yourself or who else is around.
"Not one resemble to the man I met, just a vacant broken boy instead."
How can the human being be so insensitive himself? Why do we lie and keep performing the same mistakes all over again?
I cannot say this was one of the most difficult phases of my life but I've been walking over burning stones and it hurts although it was my own decision.
I learnt from you things I have learnt from others and day after day I find this society much more disgusting, more disrespectful than ever... And I wonder, are we even human yet or can we start rating ourselves as monsters? I'm really disappointed on you but who cares? I'm even more disappointed on myself for all the bad decisions, all the bad choices, for thinking I could have lived time of my life and once again I was wrong. But I learnt from the "best", yet I still need to face so many people like or worse than you.
Life is a long road!
I wish you could come back and hear the silent beat of my heart because whenever you're around or something reminds me of you, even if it's just the sound of your name coming out from someone else's mouth, I freeze as if I was dead because just the thought of you makes me want to die.
There's a soulmate for everyone but there are too many souls in this world for only one person. How can you love two people at the same time? I asked myself about this a few days ago, I actually thought it could be possible but it isn't. Either you love one either you hate the other, or you're just confused.
When that fog in your mind goes away and you start seeing things crystal clear, putting pieces together and the most important thing, get your feet back on the ground, you'll find out if you truly love someone or you're better off by yourself.
I started putting things together and truth is I was running away from an old feeling, something I wanted to forget but I couldn't I was so convinced I was over it but deep inside I knew I was not.
But through this walk, definitely a walk to remember so I won't hurt myself again, I found out 99% of men aren't worth it and that 1% it's what we call Luck. We have a lot of successful relationships and marriages in the world but times REALLY changed.
I want to know how can a man say he loves a woman, the one he considers the woman of his life, either is his girlfriend or wife and meanwhile he needs more than that? He needs someone else, someone replaceable and at the end of time we end up running out of fingers to could the "women of his life".
The worse is, the actual woman of his life ends up forgiving EVERYTHING. Why can't you just walk away? Why are you so scared?
What's wrong in finding someone new, in starting from zero, from "I don't know you" to "I know you so well"? People tend to feel secure with those who they already know, it's easier to deal with who knows you than with someone who doesn't and then you're going to have to tell them your whole life story all over again, what's wrong with that?
I know if we ending up telling people everything about ourselves there will be no "self" but there's nothing wrong with new beginnings and I really think you should find one. It's not fair on her, it's not fair on you but it's your miserable life anyway...
Poor boy, I realize now you're just a vacant broken boy as Adele says but it's true.
I thought you had a soul, I said it before and I'll say it again, I always try to believe in the good side of people and that's the ruin of me.
It makes me sick knowing what I know, knowing you; I saw that picture of you kissing that girl, what else's true?
Maybe we should've only been friends but we started off with a kiss.
I wish you could come back so I could stare at you and you'd look back at me and during that fraction of time you'd feel anything but nothing.
I found my way back, I knew my way back long time ago because I belong with him, I belong with my 1%.
I love him but still love has it pros and cons and I know it’s all about two people sharing their lives and most of the times things just don't go well, sometimes it feels really good and other times... Well this is the part when you're just a couple and you're used to it.
But I just need him, not you, not A, B, C or D because if it's the man of my life why would I hurt him like that? Why would I cheat on him like that? Just because we have time against us and miles between us? No!
I don't know the kind of game you tried to play but you won nothing but pain because I know I'm stronger than you, I know!
Some take ages to get over things, I took days. Guess you were never that important to me, players know how to play. You put the cards on the table and I played the game my way. I won some life experience but you... I don't know if you even care about yourself or who else is around.
"Not one resemble to the man I met, just a vacant broken boy instead."
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